Its been around 2 yrs, i've written something, its not dat i never felt to write, its just dat i never thot of it.
I was busy or rather I made myself busy wit all dose deliverables, dead lines, coding, client appreciation, ratings, assesments...
Today I just passed thru these notes and i felt, ya maybe writing out wld make things better.
I want to get out, u mite think "get out 4m wr" or." yet nther desperate techie...". First of all I dont think I am techie... MNC, coding... dese wr not part of my dreams... ya i agree it was for some time yup esp when I wanted a job during my final sem!!!
But true dreams, the real ones... u knw d ones which come from deep inside. Something u wishes from your whole soul.. mm... dat was nt dis.
I dont knw if dis sounds funny or foolish, but I wanted to be a cook working for an NGO. nw dats weird rite!! I'l explain... its simple... I love cooking, and I want to help out things. I dunno I dont like children beggin, ppl mistreating children, small ones working on all dis construction sites, old ppl on streets, helpless people, homeless ones. It hurts it really does and I knw it does for everyone. Its just that some ppl stop and think, some dont but evryone feels d pain.
I just dont want to b ones feeling the pain, but someone who can make that change. Now I knw u r laughing out thr, but its true. I just need the correct directions and right starting and I knw I can reach out to ppl more and help dem out. I finally want to make out a meaning of my life. do something more meaningful.
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